I have not forgotten about you!!

Really, I haven't!! Everyday I think things will be better but physically...I am just falling apart. The pain and fatigue have really taken over and most days it is a struggle just to do the basics. I have been bounced from one doctor to another and have been scanned and poked and still no answers as to why I feel like crap. After living with chronic pain for so long, the pain I could deal with but this fatigue is really starting to get me down. Finally got someone to listen to me about checking hormones both female and thyroid and will get the results back in a few days. Hopefully, they will show something but in the meantime I have about as much energy as a limp dishrag.

I do have a couple of kits for you for MAY and hopefully will get some more finished up soon. Since you have all been so patient, I want to at least give you 4 per month so after today that will be 6 more kits and then that will finish up June. Then, I think I will be taking a break from memberships for a bit until I start to feel better. I will continue to put some more in my shoppe since that is a bit easier than creating from new. So within the next few days I will be taking down the links for memberships. I just can't find it in me to spend much time on the computer and until I do, creating is the last thing I want to do! I will keep you updated!

Here are the 2 kits! Remember....MAY passwords!!!

Spring Meadow....

Members can download...HERE (using MAY password)

And, the sampler...

Sampler download is...HERE

And, I Red it in Black and White...

Members can download...HERE (using MAY password)

And, the sampler...

Sampler download is...HERE

For nasty people only!

Yesterday, I added the button for the 3 month membership that would cover April/May/June so anyone that wishes to get those kits may now join. I also added some of the kits that have been requested to the shoppe...Nautica, Sweet Baby Rosebud, Celebrate Life, E-I-E-I-OH and hopefully will get to more this week.

I again apologize for the confusion of late as I think I have done at least a dozen times before and I feel MOST of you have been very understanding and patient.

For those of you that purchased a 3 month membership in the past week, you clicked on a button under a picture that clearly read Jan/Feb/March, when you got to PayPal it read Jan/Feb/March and the receipt you received from PayPal clearly reads Jan/Feb/March and so since I get the same notification that you do, that is the password I sent. Some of you have NICELY asked about it and then there are others that have ripped me apart about it. For those of you that asked like ladies about it, I will get the password for April/May/June to you today.

To answer one person...yes, I do understand that "$6.00 is an amount that some people do not have to throw away". That is why I offer the memberships where you generally pay .50 to .80 per kit. I challenge you to tell me another site that sells you kits for that price except for another blog membership site.

No, I am not a "thief or a scam artist". I am just one person that through no control of my own has only two hands and does the best that I can with what I have. Do I make mistakes? Of course I do and I will be the first to admit it. But, I do not feel that I deserve to be called names because of your inability to read.

I should be "turned over to the authorities"? Be my guest if that is what you feel that you should do. Since I sent the password for what you purchased, I do not think I have committed any crime.

I thought I had been very up front with everyone but of course, that assumed that people actually read what I have written. Apparently, it is ALL my fault that some do not have the time or the intelligence to read and just come and grab and expect me to be able to read their minds.

Please do not respond to this. I know most of you understand and feel "how can people be this way". I am NOT looking for sympathy for this or even understanding. So don't leave me comments about it or emails. I am just venting and, yes, am wondering why I continue doing this. Between having to deal with not being able to sit here for that long and all the computer problems lately and feeling so much under the gun to get caught up so that I DON'T cheat anyone out of what they paid for, it is very disheartening to get called such vile names! For those that feel that I am a cheat, be my guest...go elsewhere and get your kits!

Just a bad day here in Janni-land! For the most part I think I am generally nice and overlook quite a bit and try to go the extra step to help people but sometimes it just becomes too much. A keyboard can be a powerful tool. It provides you anonymity and may let you be someone that you would not be in person but please remember that there is a live, breathing, feeling person on the other end of that email you send so thoughtlessly. It amazes me that there is time to write emails like these but somehow there is no time to leave comments about kits.

Finally...April kits!!

Going to take advantage of my computer cooperating for a bit and hopefully get all the April kits out to you! What's the saying??? I am so far behind I thought I was first????

Thank you all for the thoughts for my aunt. It was a whirlwind trip and not an enjoyable one as far as 'traveling' but it was wonderful seeing relatives that I hadn't seen in 20 years!!

Here we go....

Contempo....slightly more modern that I usually do but I think would be nice for your guys!!

Members can download.... HERE (use the April to June password)

And, the Sampler...

Sampler download is...HERE

Next, For the Love of Ivy...

Members can download...HERE (use April to June password)

And, the sampler...

Sampler download is...HERE

Next, Popsicle Celebration...


Members can download....HERE (use April to June password)

And, the sampler....

Sampler download is...HERE

Last, but not least...Cool Little Dude to go with the Scrap Album. This kit does not have a sampler since I gave out the scrap album as a freebie for a limited time.

Members can download...HERE (use April to June password)

Okay...so that finishes up April...hopefully I will get May out before June ends!!!

Please read....

Major computer problems so I apologize for the delay in answering your emails and getting your passwords to you. I have spent most of the time trying to save what I can to my EHD and hopefully soon I will get this poor baby reformatted and see if that solves my problems. Also, I am leaving this morning for Kansas to bury my aunt so I will be gone until Tuesday. I am so sorry for all the problems this year but I do have all the kits for April uploaded for you and as soon as I can access a computer that lets me do something I will get them posted and get your passwords out to those of you that have joined or have lost your passwords. Thank you all sooooooo much for your continued patience. You have really gone above and beyond in your understanding. Better days are coming....right??? Can I hear an AMEN???? Love you all!

Catching up....

Today I am posting several kits that will finish up the kits that should have been given out in March. That means you will need to use your March password to access these files. This also means that these will be the last kits you receive if you are a 3 month membership holder. I will be opening up memberships for April/May/June so that those of you who wish can re-subscribe and get the kits for those months. I know that this is all so confusing but I really wanted to make sure that everyone got the number of kits that they were entitled to.

Things are going pretty well...still plenty of computer problems and I am wondering if those will ever be cleared up or I will forever find things that are "missing". Pandora recovered many files but unfortunately so many were corrupted beyond redemption that I lost so much. Ah, well, such is life in techno world!!

So here we go...get your download fingers ready!!!

First we have Eyelet and Denim....

Members can download...HERE and remember to use your MARCH password

And, the sampler is the quickpage from this kit

Sampler download is...HERE

Next, we have Rhododendron Garden. Someone had asked for a kit with Rhododendrons (I am sorry that I have forgotten who....) and I thinks this turned out pretty.

Members can download...HERE and remember to use you MARCH password

And, the sampler....

Sampler download is....HERE

Next I have something a little different. It is a 9 page album from a kit that will be released as an April Kit called Cool Little Dude. It will also be available for non-members but for only 1 week. It is my way of thanking you for your continued support and patience during all this mess.

MEMBERS: download....HERE and remember to use your MARCH password

NON-MEMBERS: download HERE until 6/3/09 after which if will be available to MEMBERS ONLY

So, there ya go! April Kits are just about finished and will be posted in the next couple of days and then there is just May and then we will be caught up, I hope!!!!

Back from the almost dead, I think!!

I am getting somewhat better...at least I have been able to sit long enough to get a kit finished up and uploaded!! Thank you all for being so patient! You have gone above and beyond!! Still going to therapy and some days are better than others. I have numerous herniated discs but I'll tell you, this was the worst one yet. Nothing seemed to ease the pain and I spent quite a bit of time just in tears. From dealing with chronic pain, I have a pretty high pain tolerance but this really knocked me on my ass! DH was just wonderful and took care of ALL the cooking and laundry and, bless him, he tried his best at cleaning although we slightly different standards in that department! LOL! I didn't complain though since I think that is one of the worst things about being laid up...when you start to feel better, you have a ton of catch-up to deal with. And during all of it, he painted 2 rooms and laid a new floor in my DS's old room. And remembered to get me flowers for our anniversary! Still wondering when that lightening bolt hit him...must have been doing to many pain pills and muscle relaxers to remember!

Anyway, I have a small something for you that I was working on before all this happened. A little something for Mother's Day. Hope you enjoy and I should have another kit for you in the next couple of days. For this kit, use the password you would use for MARCH. And my apologies for not having a sampler...things will get back to normal soon...I hope!!

Members...Download...HERE

Update

Just taking a few minutes to answer a few emails and do a quick post. Started therapy yesterday and for something that is supposed to get you back on your feet, or in my case...even sitting on my butt, I am in more pain today than before I went! LOL! Have to go again tomorrow and I am not looking forward to it. Would much rather be going to a spa for a nice massage! At any rate, it is getting some better and a little less pain. Thank you all for your good wishes and for ALL the patience and understanding! You are all the BEST!!